A deep, biting ache that burrows itself into your bones and chases away even the memory of warmth.
I remember the darkness.
A blackness so deep it eclipses even the brightest ray of light.
But even more than the cold and darkness I remember the overwhelming feeling of loss. Of being torn away from something you've loved to the point of absolute devotion.
It was more than simply separation—it was the unconditional severing of two intertwined lives in a way that no one living can understand.
And then…everything simply ceased.
I didn't realize it then, but that was the point everything all comes back to. It was the catalyst that started my journey and the last thing from that life I remember.
I don’t remember how, or why, or who was there. I don’t remember what led up to it, or who I was before that point.
All I remember is the cold and dark and pain reaching the point of becoming unbearable, only to suddenly cease.
Silence. Stillness. Nothingness.
Death. --
Ok so here is the first bit of Blackbird, the story that I mentioned in this picture.
I'm going to be posting it in this format: a short bit of writing accompanied by an illustration of some sort. I know I'm not the best writer, but I sort of want to try this.
Anyway, the story gets...lighter as it goes on. Meaning, it's not all angst and stuff, despite the theme. xD at least that's the plan. who knows what my muse has planned
Anyway, also not really planning this out, so it's going to be written as I go and we'll see how that turns out. xDD
those beautiful and fairy like white lights~~~~proooo